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Dependence…

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- Hello,  - How are you doing today? - Anything I can help you find? Grey haired gentleman in his 60s… The man is obviously on the mission, completely ignores my greeting, keeps walking through the store straight to the accessories section. Then, he stands there in front of the underwear display for a while…  I think he needs my help. He looks lost…  - Sir, may I help you?   (Long pause) - I like this underwear. (he finally says)  But I don’t know what size I wear… I have to ask my wife… VGM

Do you believe in horoscope...?

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  My horoscope says I am attracted to emotionally insecure and undeveloped men. All my life I am trying to prove I am not. How is it working for me…? Hmmm… I’ll let you decide… I think it’s all my dad’s fault… I always thought, if my mom just had a little more patience… Don’t take me wrong! I love my mom! She is the strongest person I’ve ever met, of course, after me… So…  Here’s how it goes. I meet a guy. And the whole time we are together I lead him to believe he is the greatest man I’ve ever met. I see him growing in his own eyes, becoming a believer, he can conquer the world.  Wow! Impressive! Right..? Wrong… Somehow it makes the guy to believe he can and deserves to have any woman in the world.  This is all you could think of…? Really…? How about invading Mars? Or creating a Perpetua Mobile…? Or at list opening another chain of fast food restaurants…? Okay my dear Casanova, go ahead and conquer your world. Enjoy! And then, bum…! The guy is like… in that movie w

Meditation…

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  … Just at that very moment you think you’ve seen it all…   The ocean - incomprehensible… powerful…    healing… full of secrets and new discoveries… The sounds… The sea foam…  Sea foam is a fish pee…!?  How silly is that…?! Hans Christian Andersen had a different opinion and I love that one…!  When mermaid dies, it’s body turns into a sea foam… Beautiful…! VGM

And now you see me…

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  What do you do when you feel sad? Sometimes I like to get under the blanket with cup of tea or coffee and think, think and think... or write, write and write... Drawing is great for my soul. I don’t have to be Picasso. I am better then him because I am me. And I need this. I need all these right at this moment to help me heal… Though, most of the time I know I have to stop thinking and just enjoy simple things like taking a long walk or a bike ride, or a drive... … Concentrate on what I see and not how I feel... —————————— The first 6 years of my life in US I spent in UT. If it wasn't for those kind people I would never be able to speak English the way I do.They made me to believe I can… And now you sea* me… VGM

Reading…

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Wow... I used to do that…)  There were times before YouTube with their DIY videos.  I would sit in the book section of the Home Depot and keep reading and looking through the pictures till I figure out what the heck I am going to do in my bathroom after I just destroyed it…) VGM