And now you sea* me…

Except the fact, maybe no one has the same work ethics as you do.   You have to believe they are doing their best. To keep your sanity you must let things take its course. Would is not perfect. No one is perfect.  You have your own corks other people have to deal with…  VGM  

I will find the time tomorrow… Today is too busy, too hard… Tomorrow is going to be better…  No… Your moment is now…Take the time to breathe…  VGM

Ones upon a time, lived fluffy rabbit… He loved his little hole in the ground, he called home…  The rabbit was sweet and cheery, though, little scared of the world around him… But he made his way through life by making friends… a lot of friends… He made so many friends… He lost count…  The only sadness little rabbit had in his life was when the holidays came…  Little rabbit was always alone for holidays… VGM 

I had a great conversation with the Chat GPT  about gratitude…) Here is a short quote: “Gratitude is not ignoring problems, accepting disrespect, or being thankful for bare minimum behavior. Healthy gratitude coexists with boundaries and honesty”. I couldn’t say it better…) My gratitude is -  waking up with happiness and going to bed with that happiness intact, untouched by others… VGM

Why’s trust so fragile?   Why is your mind always going through the same process once the trust is broken…? You’re working so hard to forgive and forget…. And yet, every time your trust is challenged, it takes you back to the beginning - trying to forgive and forget…  The only way to stop running the same circle is to let go… VGM

I am angry… Sometimes I wish I could be angry for a long while…  But… I believe my anger doesn’t empower me but rather destroys the peace inside… No one…  No one may have this power over me… not even my own anger…  VGM 

What do you do when you feel guilty?   Trying to prove you are not…? overcompensating…? overreaching…? overreacting…? anything, that makes you feel better about yourself…?  What if… you have done nothing wrong???  And if you did - acknowledge it… VGM

The time goes faster and faster every year…  I am not holding on to the past… It doesn’t matter anymore…  I don’t want to miss a minute of now… every moment of my life today…  VGM

I haven’t been writing much lately…  Sometimes silence means more…  Silence lets you hear your own heartbeat… or listen the music of the hearts of others, appreciate their life stories… and understand…  VGM

Pain… How do you deal with it?…   How do you deal with your emotions, your thoughts, your feelings?… Are you able to process the pain without blaming others?… Are you capable of handling it without self destruction?… How do you brake through the circle of darkness?…  The luckiest of us are capable of converting their pain into happiness of the art… into a music of broken heart… into a dance, painting, writing, science… the solitude of a thought that becomes a treasure of the world for eternity…  VGM

Thank you for making a step forward… Thank you for trusting… Thank you for making effort… Thank you for making time… Thank you for taking time… Thank you for every simple moment together… VGM  

All you need to know…  I will wait for you… Take your time… Whenever you’re ready…  One day you will be ready for me…One day… In a mean time, I enjoy my life… every minute of it…  Even though, we could do it together…  VGM

Relationship may feel like a game sometimes, except, when it does, nobody wins…   VGM

Love is a sacrifice and a hard work…  If I love you but want to change you… Is it love?… The acceptance of you for who you are can be difficult… It’s not given…  Or, am I wrong?…  I just never met that perfect one… perfect for me…  I will make your imperfections invisible if I can…  VGM

I don’t know your reasons… And you keep them to yourself…  I tried to guess… But there’s no truth to any of it, because these are my thoughts applied to my vision of you…  I was curious for a long time…  But as the time passes the curiosity fades away…   VGM

There is no pleasure in hurting you or anyone else, not my thing. You have your reasons to keep your distance, to dehumanize my existence.  I hold back the same way you hold back… We are a reflection of one another… VGM

Some of us live under assumption they know people.  They can read into your gestures, your deep breath, humming, silence… you name it…  They startle you with their “knowledge” of you sometimes…  Or, they keep distance based on their assumptions…) I love reading people too…)  I don’t assume gestures… I listen close and observe… I only believe in what I see and hear…  The assumption lies between the words and actions…  VGM  

I know exactly when you are frustrated with me… And I don’t know what to do with it… I am frustrated with you too sometimes… And we’re dipped into silence when it’s hard to express ourselves…   I know you believe you don’t need me… And I believe I don’t need you either…  But it hurts to think this is the end… And we never speak again… Never is so frightening and paralyzing… Never is not for us…  VGM

How does it feel to be along today? I can’t imagine… Are you lonely? Or content?  I think I was alone for Christmas once. No, not for Christmas, for New Year… It felt strange… I was able to focus on myself, my dreams and wishes… Great experience! Would I want to be alone every holiday? Absolutely not! We feed each other a positive energy, cheers  and joy… We share smiles, laughs and kisses - the kind atmosphere of every holiday together… the love of family bond! VGM

I don’t have the need to explain myself… I am letting my words to escape the paper…  You can see and hear…  You will understand if you’re listening…  VGM