And now you sea* me…

I haven’t been writing much lately…  Sometimes silence means more…  Silence lets you hear your own heartbeat… or listen the music of the hearts of others, appreciate their life stories… and understand…  VGM

Pain… How do you deal with it?…   How do you deal with your emotions, your thoughts, your feelings?… Are you able to process the pain without blaming others?… Are you capable of handling it without self destruction?… How do you brake through the circle of darkness?…  The luckiest of us are capable of converting their pain into happiness of the art… into a music of broken heart… into a dance, painting, writing, science… the solitude of a thought that becomes a treasure of the world for eternity…  VGM

Thank you for making a step forward… Thank you for trusting… Thank you for making effort… Thank you for making time… Thank you for taking time… Thank you for every simple moment together… VGM  

All you need to know…  I will wait for you… Take your time… Whenever you’re ready…  One day you will be ready for me…One day… In a mean time, I enjoy my life… every minute of it…  Even though, we could do it together…  VGM

Relationship may feel like a game sometimes, except, when it does, nobody wins…   VGM

Love is a sacrifice and a hard work…  If I love you but want to change you… Is it love?… The acceptance of you for who you are can be difficult… It’s not given…  Or, am I wrong?…  I just never met that perfect one… perfect for me…  I will make your imperfections invisible if I can…  VGM

I don’t know your reasons… And you keep them to yourself…  I tried to guess… But there’s no truth to any of it, because these are my thoughts applied to my vision of you…  I was curious for a long time…  But as the time passes the curiosity fades away…   VGM

There is no pleasure in hurting you or anyone else, not my thing. You have your reasons to keep your distance, to dehumanize my existence.  I hold back the same way you hold back… We are a reflection of one another… VGM

Some of us live under assumption they know people.  They can read into your gestures, your deep breath, humming, silence… you name it…  They startle you with their “knowledge” of you sometimes…  Or, they keep distance based on their assumptions…) I love reading people too…)  I don’t assume gestures… I listen close and observe… I only believe in what I see and hear…  The assumption lies between the words and actions…  VGM  

I know exactly when you are frustrated with me… And I don’t know what to do with it… I am frustrated with you too sometimes… And we’re dipped into silence when it’s hard to express ourselves…   I know you believe you don’t need me… And I believe I don’t need you either…  But it hurts to think this is the end… And we never speak again… Never is so frightening and paralyzing… Never is not for us…  VGM

How does it feel to be along today? I can’t imagine… Are you lonely? Or content?  I think I was alone for Christmas once. No, not for Christmas, for New Year… It felt strange… I was able to focus on myself, my dreams and wishes… Great experience! Would I want to be alone every holiday? Absolutely not! We feed each other a positive energy, cheers  and joy… We share smiles, laughs and kisses - the kind atmosphere of every holiday together… the love of family bond! VGM

I don’t have the need to explain myself… I am letting my words to escape the paper…  You can see and hear…  You will understand if you’re listening…  VGM

The lyrics of your heart…   Do you hear it?… Do you listen to it?… Do you believe your lyrics, your tune, your soul?…  Intimate, deep education starts right here inside you.  Explore your feelings, understand your desires, remember your emotions and experiences…  VGM

He wanted her to always be there for him…  He wanted her to be independent…  He wanted her to share his views…  He wanted her to be different from others…  Why… The woman he wanted could never be what he wanted… because, she was independent and different… VGM 

I wonder what is happening in those lives that ramping about everything and everyone all the time…? Is it anger, sexual frustration, depression, fear or all of it together…?  Please, just breathe…  Don’t pile up all your problems at once… Take them down one at the time…  VGM

The clouds look and feel just like our dreams… so beautiful, innocent and untouchable…    dive in and out in a blink of an eye… leaving lots of memories… VGM  

I wish I was a wave expressing my feelings whenever I pleased…   I wish I was a cloud to cry whenever I feel like it…  I wish I was a sun always burning inside and yet the shiniest star in the sky…  I am a human taking the wave, the cloud and the sun all in… VGM

  I don’t remember who said this.   “If you have nothing nice to say, don’t say anything at all”.  Try it, just for one day… Did you spend your day in silence?…)  Now, apply the same principle to your thoughts…)))  VGM

Look at you! So beautiful in your every imperfection… Imperfection, only you can see… imperfection that makes you whimsical and easy to be with… Kindness, affection and empathy never lose its beauty… never age…  VGM

I don’t like makeup sex…   My gentle soul needs a distance…   My mental soul needs processing… My independent soul has no need in patching someone’s ego…  VGM