And now you sea* me…

He was so tangled in regrets, guilts and mistakes…  He was suffocating in his own thoughts…  And the only step he needed to take, was a simple look outside his shell…  VGM 

The love we carry  throughout,  despite,  regardless  or because… is no other, than a magic of a brave heart…  VGM 

I died yesterday… There was no more light or sound…  My world and all the dreams came to an end…  The black hole of nonexistence filled the space… There was nothing left… but a feint curiosity… So, I was reborn today…  VGM

How can I be so silly… trusting people, I shouldn’t trust? …  I do anyway…  Maybe because it’s easier…  Why should I worry about someone else’s conscience? It’s not my place to judge... VGM  

Hey girl!  Is this the best you can do?  You deserve better than that!  Find someone greater, to get into your panties… Or…  don’t wear any… at all…)   VGM

I am a stubborn, self-driven and independent human. I build my own path.  I invent my own vision…  I work very hard for everything I have in this life.   I don’t need or want to conquer the world because I believe in my ancestor’s wisdom. All I need is love and prosperity of my home. I will stand by and protect, what is mine…  VGM

My children are my creation… They are an intuitive craft, without a manual or detailed instructions… They are a hard work full of mistakes, mistrials and great successes… My children are not me. They are an art of my heart multiplied by their endless energy and individuality…  VGM  

I am learning to be thankful…  I am learning to appreciate people for who they are…  I am learning to be selfless…  I am learning to include others in my prayers…  I find self-respect in my learning…  VGM

I don’t know if she likes me… I want her to like me… I know my flaws… I want it to work this time… This time will be different… My thoughts are circling around and around… Here we go… the first date…  My baby daughter  has arrived…  Yes, this time is going to be different…  VGM 

  I was always concerned about my children living in the shadow of my expectations…   Where is the fine line between boundaries, expectations and independence?  Maybe, the set of rules should be solid. The 10 amendments would do, regardless of your religion or no religious beliefs at all. And the ways to get there should be our children’s choice… VGM

You can let me go a thousand times…  The freedom feels so refreshing…  The horizon is beckoning to a new beginning…  The blue sky is whispering a love song…  I lose a step, in attempt to fly. And the wind picks me up in a violent waltz…  When the music stops, I realize I was still in your hands all this time…  I can let you go a thousand times…  VGM

Itsy Bitsy Spider climbing up the wall. Itsy Bitsy Spider searching for my soul.  Itsy Bitsy Spider’s thirsty as I am.   We are so different and, yet, we are the same…  VGM  

Are your friends and family trying to find themselves in every one of your characters? …  Do we need to worry about mental state of a Horror story writer? …  Does a Criminal Fiction assuming criminal thoughts or experiences?… Is a Novelist a sexually frustrated soul? …  Does made-up story consider a lie? After all - our art is our reflection…   One thing for sure, someone’s imagination may take us, readers, on, to the last chapter…  VGM

He is a shy lover…  He is reserved and quiet… He keeps his thoughts to himself…  The only times she understands his feelings is in the moments of their intimacy, when emotions are overwhelming…  She is a shy lover too…   VGM

Projection is reading between the lines… Perception is applying views and values to reading between the lines… Relevance is understanding literal expressions, that may be simpler than  Projection and Perception and… irrelevant… VGM  

This is me… and the whole world against me…  Is it?  … I don’t want to be taken advantage of…  I have to protect my heart and my soul…  I am going to build the wall in between…  Wrong… I am going to study the world around me… so it doesn’t feel foreign…  My survival skills are my knowledge…  VGM

She loved him. He was almost perfect…  He thought, she was beautiful, and was proud to have her by his side…  She believed they can spend a lifetime together and cared about him…  He excepted the care, and believed it will last forever…  Their hearts were enriched… The  energy was transformed… and never encircled…   VGM

Sometimes we forget to look at stars… The sky seems dark and cloudy…  Look above the clouds…  The stars are still there…  The Moon, a bleak reflection of the Sun, may shine so bright, for you, to see the shadow…  VGM

What is my blog about? …   It’s about human feelings and emotions, as short and immediate as a heartbeat, …stretched and exposed in the whole paragraph…  It’s an attempt to paint the picture without a paintbrush…  Maybe, only a few can relate… And maybe, … it helps to understand the emotions of others… VGM

Am I looking for a safe harbor? …  Have I? …  Am I still? …  The ocean is changing the shore by its only will…  And I keep sailing forward from the Sunrise to the Sunset…  VGM

The driftwood freely floating in the salty waters, polished by the wave and rock, inhabited by the ocean creature… It may look unfortunate and lonely, wondering and lost in the deep sea…  And yet, it’s a life savior to someone who is about to drown…  VGM  

The beach was littered with beautiful shells this morning…  I was so tempted to collect them all…  I did…  I took a million of images, to file away at the bottom of my heart…  I left the shells behind for others to see or to be reclaimed by the ocean and regifted a hundred years from now…  VGM

You are so beautiful! You have the natural charm, that will change over the years to only make you more beautiful!  Embrace the time of  perfecting your inner beauty… It will make you unstoppable… VGM

The wave is purring like a kitten, happy and satisfied… Couple of sand sharks fishing in the shallows…  Birds soaking their floppy feet in the salty water, and lazily waiting for an easy prey…  As a finale… A gaudy gold spreads over the ocean and claims its exclusivity…  VGM

I was wondering…   If you were an artist … and designed a  handbag, just  for me, what would it look like…? Could you draw a sketch…? I promise to frame it… Unless… it’s too naughty to be displayed…) VGM  

I haven’t seen the moon for a few weeks… There was no sign of it in the sky… I started to worry… Where did it go?  Silly me… It was always there, maybe, just little, shy to shine…  VGM  

Wait…   We have to wait…  The majority of the bucket heads still believe in indestructible Russia…  Wait…  We must wait, till their sons are hunted down and drafted, to soil Ukrainian lands…  The USSR is finally decomposing... VGM  

There is one part of every vacation I dislike, when it’s over… So, I plan another one…   And I always love coming home…   Questioning at Customs:   What county did you visit? Why did you go by yourself? Why was your trip so short?  I couldn’t come up with better answer:  “I only took as much liberty as I can afford” … VGM

The beach came a live at night…  Hundreds of baby turtles littered the shore. I’ve never seen these many turtle eggs hatching at the same time…  Locals were collecting baby turtles in the buckets… I am not sure why…  Relief of the beach changed overnight…Deep craters appeared here and there, with the sand-boils at the bottom of them and hundreds of seagulls feasting on the remains of the eggshells and little creatures that never made it to the ocean…  To be continued…  VGM  

Someone made a comment about my new adventure - be vigilant, don’t trust anyone… keep your body parts to yourself. That sounded very comforting…) The room wasn’t ready, at the time I arrived.  I was offered to enjoy the beach, the pool and a cute diner, while waiting… the authentic food made with love! I was looking at the building of the hotel, wondering which room is mine... I was blown away by the view off my windows…  To be continued…  VGM